NoThiN' oN yOu

Beautiful Moms all over d world..

We luv u like crazy cuz u r a super mom..

cuz they got nothin on u Mummy..

nothin' on u Mummy..

They might say 'WHAT?'

and we'll say "Why? You JEALOUS?"

but u shouldn't worry..about what they say...

cuz they got nothin' on u mummy..

nothin' on u Mummy...


-Nothin' On U_B.O.B ft Bruno Mars-





!!! HAPPY 49TH BIRTHDAY !!!


MAY ALLAH BLESS U OWEZ


LOVE U VERY MUCH

EMO Pt 1

“It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return,
but what is the most
painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person
know how you feel.”

(anonymous)

T.E.R.E.N.G.G.A.N.U

DAY 1

(0900-1900, S.Alam --> T'ganu)

Long journey...juz sat with mp3 plugged in...zZzzzZz...t'jaga...zZzzzz...t'jaga... when rmai dh trun...conquer bus like its ours..(double decker bus..so perakk la gk..ahaks~!)...
in Ganu..jd perakk...
*snap*snap*
few pics juz to kill some time

~ Petronas smething smehwre in Paka ~ Masjid Crystal ~ etc...

DAY 2

Yayyyy...d fun begins...Woke up...ayam b'kokok here n there...sssseejjjuukkkkk....lma xrsa suasana cmni...ahaks~!

Went to take sample smewhere in K.Ganu...How..? Membe anis bw...kete honda lg...ahaks~!
(sngt cute. .! ! but he's taken..aiseyy...ahaks~!)

Cute Guy blnja mkn sata...not sure what it is..made frm fish...then...stop by at Pantai Penarik...
*snap*snap*
njoy2 jap..(dh lme x men pasir..ahaks~!)...then gtg...Cute Guy kne g keje... (-_-)

ptg laks...pusing satu kampung!! ahaks~!
again..
*snap*snap*
lma x pusing kampung..went to rmh abg anis n umh Cute Guy ! ahaks~!

mlm...huhu...again...ssseejjjuukkkkkkkk...ggrrrr....

DAY 3

SHOPPING...!!!
hehe...went to pasar besar kedai payang (dhla pasar..pastu kedai...weird name...ahaks~!)...round sna...round cni...msuk sna...msuk cni..sngt penat...last2 bli kaftan 4 my mummy n a few souvenirs je...ahaks~!

*snap*snap*

then went to K.Ganunye stesyen bus n bought 2dung 4 myself..ssh maa mau cri 2dung murah n b'kualiti..ahaks~!

DAY 4

Plan nk lik morning...but no ticket...so juz lepak kings at home...then anis suh mien msg Cute Guy ajak kuar..ahaks~! I like~~


Cik abg bgn lmbt sooo...kuar pun lmbt..after die lunch sma2 kt umh anis...

(tym lunch skali..tbe2 t'detik "pndg skali cm cmey...pndg 2kali...hrm...my butterfly cooommeeyyyy lg..." ahaks~!)


then went again to the beach..!!! b'gedix d pntai...

*snap*snap*

thanx yer Cute Guy bw kteorg n blnja jambu..!!!

ahaks~!

mlm...tym 2 go back...huhu...sdeeyy...

~ Pantai Penarik ~

Thanx 2 anis, her family n cute guy for their hospitality (^_^)

hopefully bly g ganu lg..with my family laks..ahaks~!

O.V.E.R ? N O T ! !

Finals r over...but still got presentation for proposal...urgh~!


Need to go to library n. . . . 'prepare for presnttn'...yeah rite...ahaks~!


(ak gediks)

E X A M. . erk~!

Aigoo~~ Haven't started yet ? ? How to score then ? ? (0_+)
(ahaks~!..i sooo LIKE diz pic of my boo...)

U better watch out ! ! Don't repeat d same mistake ! ! (-_-)

So STOP PLAYING AROUND and get ur a** TO WORK ! ! (>_<)

I'll be WATCHING U. . u know. . (<>_<>)

HWAITING ! ! GOOD LUCK ! ! !


(^_^)

Terubat RiNdu

Alhamdulillah...after 2 weeks..finally...!!

b4 diz..everytime

ak msg...pendingla...msg sending failedla..

ak kol...'d num u have dialled is not reachable' la...

sngt sdey...my daily 'rengekan' xdpt ku critakn..


ble dpt je b in touch...trus ak lupa pe y nk crita...

bnyk b'tny bout his experience de la...

how's life in a new environment...how's d crew...

seniors ok x...makan ok x...(makan sdap kut evryday..huhu)

how's japan..(no fair...i yg tringin..die lak g..bler la i pula dpt g)

soalan paling gatal ak tny...

"U xjmpa calon2 4 me ke?" lol...


pe pun I'm so damn happy n sngtla b'syukur he's enjoying his new life..

glad dat evrything btwn us pn dh ok.. (^_^)

-END-

K E R A N A

Kerana ego..
Tidak ku ucap kata2 maaf..(raya pula 2)
Kerana ego..
Tidak ku pandang wajahnya..
Kerana ego..
Tidak ku tanya khabarnya..
Kerana ego..
Tidak ku tunaikan 'plan2' ku bersamanya....

Kepada siapa akan ku cerita..bout,

My probs in studies?

My uncertainties?

My 'gedik'ness?

. . . . .

I'm writing diz...with guilt that left me in tears...
I know that diz day would finally come..him going far away...
Can only pray that he'll arrive safely..adapting himself in a new environment..
Dunno how we'll be in touch..
Dunno when will we ever meet again..1/2 year? 1 year?

My bestest friend and beloved lil bro...Take gud care of urself...Love u very very much...

Dekat Tapi Jauh Pt 2

The sky has turned gloomy

Just waiting to wet the earth. . or has?


Why can't the wings be seen?

Did the butterfly noticed the bare sky?

No more clouds to protect the beautiful sky

Where did the wings hide?


Once the sun sets,

Those beautiful wings will be invisible

Just like . . . .




The raindrops soak my whole body. .

I force myself again, look up n look at the sky. .


D rain enters my eyes as I think of U. .and,


It replaces d tears I've been holding in. . .

-FT Island_Love Love Love-

Dekat Tapi Jauh Pt 1

Kupendamkan perasaan ini
Kurahsiakan rasa hati ini
Melindungkan kasih yang berputik
Tersembunyi di dasar hati

Kupohonkan petunjuk Illahi
Hadirkanlah insan yang sejati
Menemani kesepian ini
Mendamaikan sekeping hati

Oh Tuhanku berikanlah ketenangan abadi
Untukku menghadapi resahnya hati ini
Mendambakan kasih insan yang kusayang

Di hati ini hanya Tuhan yang tahu
Di hati ini aku rindu padamu
Tulus sanubari menantikan hadirmu
Hanyalah kau jejaka pilihanku

Kerana batasan waktu
Adat dan syariat
Menguji kekuatan keteguhan iman
Insan yang berkasih

-UNIC_Hanya Tuhan Yang Tahu-

R U D 1 . . . ?

R U D 1 . . .?



The one in black . . .?

The one in whites . . .?

The one who made me wander . . .?

The one who made me wait . . .?



R U D 1 . . .?




The one who only exists in fairy tales . . .?

The one in shining armour . . .?

The one who entered my dream . . .?

The one who made my heart goes wild . . .?



R U D 1 . . .?

-2009-

..I nEed a bOy..

I'm tired of being alone

Sick of being single
I think I need a boy
I need a boy like

One that speaks without thinking
Not a little child, but one that will embrace me
Not a boy that plays around sometimes when he's bored
But one that will only love me
Even if he stays still and girls hand him their phone
That kind of boy that will proudly take out and show my picture

Boy, I need a boy
Cute no matter what he does
A gorgeous body, too
Boy, I need a boy
Baby, I need you
Boy, you need me, too

A kind of boy that looks better in T's than a suit
A boy that will eat the kimchi fried rice that I make instead
A boy who looks young even though he's old
I like that kind of boy
(Know what I mean)

A boy that acts shy, but knows how to be bold
Always pretends to careful of his behavior
But when you're with him
Hmm, y'all know what I'm talking about

Boy, I need a boy
Cute no matter what he does
A gorgeous body, too
Boy, I need a boy
I like this kind of boy

Looks are not an issue
But a cute boy who knows style
Even though our hobbies are different
Our tastes are the same
A boy that I can relate to a lot
When we watch movies or listen to music

(Yes!) I love boys, boys I do adore
In front of people, he has principles as he plays
In front of me, he's like "Aing, I don't know"

A voice that wakes me up in the morning
(Morning Kiss) I want to start the day
I'll lean on your knees at night
As I listen to a lullaby
I want to dream of you

Makes my heart race again
Makes me able to create sweet songs again

You know don't need no more
It's just not like that
You're the person I want to give my heart to

Boy, I need a boy
Boy, I get, gotta make you're mine
I'm treat you right, baby


[Tae Yang_I Need A Girl_Solar]




Some words are changed by me..ahaks~

..My dRuG..

Maybe I need some rehab
Or maybe just need some sleep
I've got a sick obsession
I'm seeing it in my dreams

What you got boy is hard to find

I think about it all the time

I'm all strung out, my HEART is fried

I just can't get you off my mind

Cuz your smile, your smile, your smile is my drug

Your passion, your dorkiness, your edginess

I said you smile, your smile, your smile is my drug

[Kesha_Ur love is my drug]

Everything about u makes me smile too

NoT aFraiD

Chorus

I'm not afraid, to take a stand

Everybody, come take my hand

We'll walk this road together, through the storm

Whatever weather, cold or warm

Just to let you know that you're not alone

Holla if you feel like you've been down the same road


Bridge


And I just can't keep living this way

So starting today I'm breaking out of this cage

I'm standing up, I'mma face my demons

I'm manning up, I'mma hold my ground

I've had enough, now I'm so fed up

Time to put my life back together right now


[Eminem_Not Afraid_Recovery]

BitChy BriTnEy

NAME: BRITNEY @ STUPID @ PRINCESS

AGE: 30 YRS OLD

HOBBIES: SLEEPING, EATING, HUNTING

PERSONALITY: TYPE B (ACTIVE, SELFISH, UNFORGIVING, UNPREDICTABLE, UNSOCIABLE, CLEAN FREAK, CURIOUS)

HABITS: SLEEPING IN WEIRD POSITIONS, GROWLING

FAVS.: ROYAL CANINE, LIZARDS

"yaa...it's me...!! gotta prob with that?? "




" I look innocent but wait til u meet me "

:: ZzZzzZzzZz Time ::

" U know I sleep cutely aite?? "

" I wanna b a superman and reach for the stars above "







" My curiosity made my tail end up like this (T_T) "

" but that's ok cuz I know my family still loves me "

" cuz I'm a Princess (^_^) "

This lil' fella acts like a bitch but we still adore and love her very much...
Hope she'll live for as long as she can.. (^_^)

BRITNEY

PISSED OFF!

pissed off with myself..

4 getting mad...

pissed off with myself...

4 raising my voice 4 d 1st time...

pissed off with myself..

4 hurting her feelings...

pissed off with myself..

4 not being more understanding...

fucking pissed off with myself..

4 not saying this 1 simple word...SORRY...

Ya Allah Ya TuhanKu...Ampunkanlah dosa HambaMu ini...

G ...G...G...G...Baby Baby...

When I appear on the television (Wassup)

Even if I’m dead beat I won’t show it

Different swagger from the top to toe

This is my style I depend on much


Because of the pretties lined up today (Wassup)

All looking only at me, what’s love

Stop and do not fight, come come slowly right now

And damn, because of this I have become tired

Too fast to live, Too young to die

My body is small but my voice is Gulliver

My age is young but inside is Sullivan

The warrior has returned once again

My name is G G G G baby baby

GD GD baby baby

You wanna flame?

You want fame? Playin’ your stupid little game

You should check your girl’s phone

That’s my face in the frame

-G-Dragon_The Leaders-

Yaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy....Yiiiippppiiieeeeeee...................(~^_^~)

!!!...MINE..!!!

ahaks~~ (^_^)

T.E.N.S.I.O.N

Arggghhhh...!!!!!

I turn to my left...
I see you...
I turn to my right...
I see you...

All I see is YOU..!!

I WANT MY JIYOUNGIE~~...!!!!!!!!!

(~^_^~) G-DRAGON (~^_^~)

Feels like going to times skunk gk...huhu...

F.R.U.S.T

frust + sdey = bad mood

how to get over it...??

chokoreto~~

aisukurimu~~

My Chocho~~~~ (~^_^~)

My Butterfly

Yeah yeah.. oh hmm I don't know how

I don't know why

But boy it seems

You've touched my life

You're in my dreams

You're in my heart

I'm not myself

When we're apart


Something strange has come over me

A raging wind across my seas

And boy you know that your eyes are to blame

And what am I supposed to do

If I can't get over you

I come to find that you don't feel the same

Cause i'm falling falling

Boy i'm falling for you

And I pray you're falling too

I've been falling falling

Ever since the moment I laid eyes on you


I loose my step

I loose my ground

I loose my self

When you're around

I'm holding on for my life

To keep from drowning in your eyes

Boy what have you done to me

To make me fall so desperately

To think that I don't even know your name


No, no

How am I supposed to live

If I can't get over this

You decide that you don't feel the same



Cause i'm falling falling

Boy i'm falling for you

And I pray you're falling too

I've been falling falling



Will you stay or will you go

Heaven, heaven knows what my future holds

Questions, questions linger on my mind

Day break from day break to dark of night

I'm falling I don't know what's come over me


Can't you see that i'm falling falling

Boy i'm falling for you

And I pray you're falling too

I've been falling falling

Ever since the moment I laid eyes on you

-Nsync-Falling-

Time is Ticking Out

Tic...Toc...Tic...Toc...
Every second..Every minute..
I've waited...
To catch a glimpse of u...
To see your face...


Tic...Toc...Tic...Toc...
Every hour...Every day...
I've wanted..
To see your smile...
To see your eyes...



Tic...Toc...Tic...Toc...
24/7
I've been thinking...
24/7
I've been down...
24/7
I've been pretending...
24/7
I've been lost...

Tic...Toc...Tic...Toc...
The time is almost up...
The time to let go...
The time to forget...
The time to keep moving on...

My Bez Buddy

Always there 4 me whenever I need him...



Makes everyone around him happy...



In him there's always Love...



Running forward..Never looking back....




Diz is y I Love Him very2 much...

He has been with me since he was born...

Played with me..

Shared secrets with me...

Cried with me...

Juz being there 4 me...

I dun think I can ever live without him....



Thank U Allah 4 making him as My Lil Bro....

Thank U Mummy 4 carrying him 4 9 months...

Thank U Lil Bro 4 being My Best Buddy...



Happy 20th Birthday Lil Bro...May Allah bless U always..
Love U Very2 Much....

Tarrriiikkkk....Taaarrrrriiiiiikkkkkkkk....n WON..!!

Today...i'm actually sad n happy at d same tym...



Sad cuz haven't talked to my pops for a few month already...n today is his b'day...tried to call him..but can't be reached or ignored...mayb still trasa ati ngn attitude ak y truks aritu... (-_-)



Happy cuz of BSAC's Sport's Day...sngtlah pnat....cuz diri ini dh lamer xm'jinakkn dri dgn outdoors....huhu...
But at d same tym sgtlah njoy...n happy....dpt mengenal sukan futsal (Shoot! I really sux at it...gonna try n play again nxt tym..ahaks~~) n dpt b'main tarik tali lagi....(huhu...sib bek menang lagi..ahaks~~)...



Happy dpt mrapatkn kmbali 'tali2 y prnh t'putus' ngn org2 len....dpt m'branikn diri mengeluarkn bbrapa patah p'kataan dgn one of the Mr...dpt b'senyum2 ngn seniors n juniors....n cm2 lagi lor...ahaks~~

Actually at first...diri ini sngtlah malas nk g sport's day...tp dek krana coursemate2 batchku y dh b'pulun2 mlibtkn dri 2 make it a success....joinla jga...(cm xikhlas je..ahaks~~tp akhirnya ikhlas juga g..ngeee~~)...thanx guys 4 making this day a memorable one... (^_^)



(nexttt...!!!! dinner BSAC..ahaks~~)

dUb...Dab....dUb...daB...

My Heart beats faster...

Yearning to see U...

but everytime I look around...

There's only shadows lurking around...



My Heart beats faster...

Promising myself to forget U...

but everytime I spot U...

Betraying is all I do...



My Heart beats faster....

Should have let u go....

but everytime I see U again...

D flame keeps growing...





~ I left My Heart at d bus stop ~

diZ is Me~~

diz is me..

d one and only...



diz is me...

d one i hate...



diz is me..

d one i care...



diz is me...

d one i love...



diz is me..

typing diz entry...



diz is me..

feeling guilty at d moment...



diz is me..

wanting to turn back time...



diz is me...

hoping to change...



Ya Allah..lembutkanlah hati hambaMu ini Ya Allah...

WisHes

I wish I'm braver..

I wish I'm stronger..



I wish I can do this..

I wish I can do that..


I wish I'm here..

I wish I'm there..



I wish I can tell him how I feel..

I wish I can tell her what it's like...




I wish a wish which is possible to do..

but how can I make this wishes come true..??

Far Away Pt 1

I dunno how..I dunno when..
But ur eyes made me go insane...
I lose myself when u're around..
To think that I don't even know ur name...

-amoi-0810-08102009-

L.U.C.K.Y..??

should I..??
mayb...

can't help smiling all day...
juz like an idiot...


should I..??
mayb not...

can't stop wandering all day...
juz like a lost soul...

what should I do..??
diz mixed emotions growing in me...
unlucky...lonely...

what should I do..??
diz eagerness growing in me...
waiting...hoping...

Tiba...TiBa...

tbe2..ak rsa nk mnaip d cni...
dh lme xbka..


tbe2..ak rsa hepy...
tp hny smentara..


tbe2..ak rse ati ku skit sngt2..
jeles ke ak..??


tbe2..ak rse nk ngangis...
perlu ke..??


tbe..ak rse air mtaku ampir mgalir...
smunye tbe2...y..??